...I
can't sleep...
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....I can`t sleep,
like every time in the gone weeks
When I`m not absolutly exhaust...
nothing...
In my head, it works and works,
my heart beats like it will burst,
so I can feel the beat of it,
without to exert me...
I am only afraid,
of all...
no matter in wich way I will think,
It makes me all afraid...
....also my love to you
makes me afraid now...
she is the one and only,
who hold me back in the life...
This is not good
and I must must set me free of it...
and I know really,
that I can`t do it...
to make you hurts my darling,
I can`t do it...
my heart would also breaks...
...I need you near me,
every days
I feel this unappeased demand
of this feeling
to be near by your side...,
to close the eyes,
to think nothing...
but you are so far away...
miss you...
....Im not on the mountain,
the mountain piles up in front of me,
seems to be never conquer...
a power,
I can`t burst of it...,
never again...
I feel broken inside...
weak...
alone...
..........
written in January 2001 by I. Rozier
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